Zero Gravity

If only
I had known


that my own
existence


Remains to you
a zero gravity


You don't want
to pull me in


Yet you hate
to push me back



You keep me
Floating...
With my own illusions



Not letting
my feet
touch on the ground



Unmindful
of my heart's
acceleration



You remain
Numb
Taking delight
in my plight



As you watch me
free falling...



But never
hit the ground.